you can go there selling all your smiles. i think i hate you. but would kill for a chance. i should've seen it. but my eyes haven't worked in a while. i think i'm faking. faking my existence. i'm choking on the fresh air that i breath in. i'm breaking promises that i swear i would keep. my ship is sinking in. so i will swim to the shore. and we'll raise the dead with our singing. i know nothing. it's been a long time since i've seen your face. it's been a crazy crazy crazy crazy year. maybe i'll just bet my life away. do you think i'm still a disgrace